Kadie
I'm most passionate about nature, photography, and writing. My backyard is my sanctuary. Sometimes I get lost in my thoughts and I don't mind.
Is Anybody listening? Anybody out there?
It is November 29, 2011. I have not been on this site in a long long time. Like a year or longer, I just do not know. My life has been busy. I thought life was good, maybe I pretended it to be. Denial. Time has been moving in slow motion lately.
My life is a blur. So much lost. So much gone. So much taken. My love ones are lost. I am lost. Depression is a horribly dark place, a place I never thought I would be in- this place; I now seem to be stuck in AND alone!
I don’t want to be alone. Seems like everywhere I turn a door slams. Everyone is a liar, or fake. No one cares. Only use me and use me up then throw me away.
I am tired. I can’t sleep, eat, think. I almost cannot even breathe anymore.What does it matter? I said, I am tired! And I don’t want to be alone anymore.
Is anybody listening? Does anybody care?
